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Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Daddy i miss u @ 9:16 AM After watching this video. it affects me alot.. Yeah real lots. Yup its about Daddy.. Thanks to Daddy because i've grown very strong. He sacrifies his life to let me learn so much in life. Letter to Daddy : Dad.. i miss u alot i know how much u're in pain during that period its my first time to see u scream because it was painful. my heart shattered after that holding "u" my daddy hands and walk u out of the ward. months passes by we celebrate your birthday. after a year daddy u left us. i did not get the chance to talk to u before u left. i remember when i visited u in hospital daddy. u said to me "son i miss u.." i look straight out of the window started to tear. well i got so much to say so so much.. i wish i could talk to u face to face.. mommy's is weak i'm trying my best to support her. i will not blame any of u i will try my best to be patience i will try my best to listen to your stories i will do everything i could Dad i promise i will do my best to take care of mommy. Thanks Dad. With lots of love Amos.  Friday, November 19, 2010
回忆烧成灰，还是等不到结尾 @ 9:00 AM  Decided to come my little place to express somethings. I'm feel im doing good in my job & career of course very proud of myself. There's this "But" in my mind. which is my emotions... This few days there's a sudden feeling of lost. wish that there's this correct arms for me to lean on as i work too hard.. i'm starting to feel the strain for myself. the more i step up my level the more i feel im hurting myself physically & emotionally. because i really starting to feel something not right. i'm trying to be consistent which always i am.. really praying not to crack any point of time.. Suddenly thinking back i've not been talking to daddy face to face 5months alrd. i've alrd lost my dad. has it? i asked myself. i still wish deeply to hold daddy's palms and feel his warm. i need my daddy & mummy's warm as im feeling alot of "misses". i'm doing good in my job and gain really nice reputation. because of this i've alot of confident of what i am doing that leads me to numb myself in my job , occupy myself with job. Daddy i miss u. Mummy i love u. Funny thing is i'm still keeping the promise i've promise. working as hard because i've promise. but does that someone know? it dosen't matter. i just felt its for myself. just hope that "that someone" will be touched one day of my doings. i dont even hope to be blissful again... but just feel touched. thats all i hoping to see from that someone. 她静悄悄的来过，她慢慢带走沉默 只是最后的承诺，还是没有带走了寂寞... 我们爱的没有错，只是美丽的独秀，太折磨... 她说无所谓，只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托... 等不到天黑，烟火不会太完美。 回忆烧成灰，还是等不到结尾。 她曾说的无所谓，我怕一天一天被摧毁... 等不到天黑，不敢凋谢的花蕾，雨也在跟随，翻开刺痛的滋味。 今后不再怕天明，我想只是害怕清醒... 不怕天明，我想只是害怕清醒 While browsing thru i found this photo. that brings alot of flash backs like what we normally seen in movies. The Path The Walkings The Issues The Laughters. no worries i'm ok. just really still living in all this memories by myself.  |
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