amos

Daddy i miss u

2010-11-23T09:16:00.001-08:00

After watching this video. it affects me alot..
Yeah real lots.
Yup its about Daddy..
Thanks to Daddy because i've grown very strong.
He sacrifies his life to let me learn so much in life.

Letter to Daddy :

Dad..
i miss u alot
i know how much u're in pain during that period
its my first time to see u scream because it was painful.
my heart shattered
after that holding "u" my daddy hands and walk u out of the ward.
months passes by we celebrate your birthday.
after a year daddy u left us.
i did not get the chance to talk to u before u left.

i remember when i visited u in hospital daddy.
u said to me "son i miss u.."
i look straight out of the window started to tear.

well i got so much to say so so much..
i wish i could talk to u face to face..
mommy's is weak i'm trying my best to support her.

i will not blame any of u
i will try my best to be patience
i will try my best to listen to your stories
i will do everything i could

Dad i promise
i will do my best to take care of mommy.

Thanks Dad.

With lots of love
Amos.

回忆烧成灰，还是等不到结尾

2010-11-19T09:00:00.000-08:00

Decided to come my little place to express somethings.

I'm feel im doing good in my job & career of course very proud of myself.
There's this "But" in my mind.
which is my emotions...

This few days there's a sudden feeling of lost.
wish that there's this correct arms for me to lean on as i work too hard..
i'm starting to feel the strain for myself.
the more i step up my level the more
i feel im hurting myself physically & emotionally.

because i really starting to feel something not right.
i'm trying to be consistent which always i am..
really praying not to crack any point of time..

Suddenly thinking back i've not been talking to daddy face to face 5months alrd.
i've alrd lost my dad. has it? i asked myself.
i still wish deeply to hold daddy's palms and feel his warm.
i need my daddy & mummy's warm as im feeling alot of "misses".

i'm doing good in my job and gain really nice reputation.
because of this i've alot of confident of what i am doing
that leads me to numb myself in my job , occupy myself with job.

Daddy i miss u.
Mummy i love u.

Funny thing is i'm still keeping the promise i've promise.
working as hard because i've promise.
but does that someone know? it dosen't matter.

i just felt its for myself.
just hope that "that someone" will be touched one day of my doings.
i dont even hope to be blissful again... but just feel touched.
thats all i hoping to see from that someone.

她静悄悄的来过，她慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺，还是没有带走了寂寞...

我们爱的没有错，只是美丽的独秀，太折磨...
她说无所谓，只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托...

等不到天黑，烟火不会太完美。
回忆烧成灰，还是等不到结尾。
她曾说的无所谓，我怕一天一天被摧毁...
等不到天黑，不敢凋谢的花蕾，雨也在跟随，翻开刺痛的滋味。

今后不再怕天明，我想只是害怕清醒...
不怕天明，我想只是害怕清醒

While browsing thru i found this photo.
that brings alot of flash backs like what we normally seen in movies.
The Path
The Walkings
The Issues
The Laughters.

no worries i'm ok. just really still living in all this memories by myself.

After four month's of silent

2010-11-11T08:35:00.000-08:00

A Brand New Me

Im back after 4 months..
at the moment im starting to feel success in what i want.
i've seen my stress-ness & presure being paid off.(worth)

To be detail it will be endless

i will be back updating time to time
definately i know who will be reading so i'm considering to put private or not.
damm~

Recently i've seen alot of people having personalty crisis.
some ChildishHot TemperAnnoyingAttention Seeker.

i'm always observe-ing from the side.
definately a tough place to be.

Met new friends recently
there's alot of things i felt its "impossible"
so be it how i hope or wish for.. "i will let it be as its reality"

The way i speak & present myself totally change since 4months back.

4 months of Reflecting & Choices.
Very Tough

well no matter wad its public posting still.
so i better shut up to keep away from other troubles.
i really detest those stuffs.

Cruel Temptation.

2010-07-22T10:35:00.000-07:00

终于! 终于啊~
我下班 le ... !

我感到很疲倦 how?

head to ktv yesterday night with pong cheks!
3 broken hearted pong cheks (m=.=m)
until 2am by the time i settle down at home its 4am loh.
woke up at 8.30am...
weather its gorgeous (at that moment i really wanna sleep!)
but i have to do what i promised myself!
i guess this because i'm 狮子座 =D

head to work totally feel like sleeping or shall i say i'm old!
but i'm only going to 22... 哈哈
i shall pop more suppliments , at least i did not really fall sick yet.

maybe a short entry to update
tho i got lots of things to update.
finally its my emptiness off day!

what can i do during my off?
sigh. =(

2010-07-20T10:46:00.000-07:00

Well its soon gonna be 3months apart
but i'm not forgetting any moments we have.
at the same time i felt i'm happy in a way
i have everything so far
a simple life?

*Recently i finally got my very own IPHONE
i did not really had the excitement feeling
but i'm handling it with a smile.

*Gonna get a puppy soon after its indepedent from its mummy
its a cross with Snausel & Poodle
I'm naming it Prada.

And And And...
i've been confirm as AMK LEAD! as known as Manager.
must really work hard...
i would say more focus so that i can mantain this position.
of course with my ability there's more to come.
(Thanks to all the congrats from all my friends & Colleages)
Waiting for my new name tag...

Thinking to sign up a saving account
not sure yet.
maybe signing up Citi-Bank Credit Card
we'll see how it goes.

i'm sailing the boat with Pong Chek! hehe~
Pong Chek 3 Ren Zhu~!

i really miss dancing
when everything is settle down i will really take up my dance class asap~

Wads on my mind

If u're saying u're fighting for your freedom & sacrifies for your love
Think of how loyal and faithful u are towards love before u even wanna present it to one person.

I will not revenge
i will make u regret.

2010-07-12T11:16:00.000-07:00

Been having a hard time this few months
thus decided to blog it out since i've locked my account.
='D
2 BIG ISSUES TO SAY!

Recently have been transfer to BMC as known as Big Mac Center
lots of gangster and crazy peoples over this area
was quite use to the enviroment just that its rather not use to the mosquitoe bites?

Opps and yup there's fishes and water creature over this outlet so its a big challenge to really learn the skills for fishes , prawns & of cause Hermit Crabs =(
so far so good im proud of myself after happening to much sad and draining sutffs im able to fall and stand again and again.
Definately there's a certain amount of stress and presure
but i always know that i have a very strong backbone although i know im not invisible ...

After all still fun & enjoyable with my team-mates ...
there's definately things to keep making myself falling apart and never wanted to get up.
Even tho the choice is mine.

Walking around AMK Hub and visit the nearest macdonald outlet
actually brought me so much memories ...
even the bubble tea and tako balls brings me flash backs
literally everywhere its memories

Amos's Defination for Memories

Memories are like people always says (just cherish the memories)
but at the same time nobody can really cherish them so well
we wish to get back into the memories we had instead.

Yes & Agree im willing to confess i made a choice i won't let this memories
be memories because its so heart breaking but at the same time
its part of the reason that i'mm able to stand still because im stuck?

i'll continue this part on other future post =)

Recently Daddy has pass away on his Birthday.
R.I.P Daddy.
Amos Baby misses his Daddy alot
although i always felt we're not so close but i miss daddy's voice.
up till today im actually unable to accept that i lost my Daddy.
(So fast)
after daddy is gone i really grown up but at the same time its so hard to
sustain all this cool temper and character
which i'm always the opposite.

Can anyone actually imagine?
i got back to work professonally right after my daddy's crimation day
how am i suppose to feel?
i'm confuse but i only told myself
(u're allow to keep the saddness but u'll have to move on at the same time)

i've
lost my daddy
lost my family memeber
lost my love one
lost a love supporting system by somebody
(tho this person dosen't bother)

i've
learned how to tolerate even more
learned how to control and keep silent

like one of my bro taught me
(Silent is always the winner)

very glad with those people who never fail to turn up my dad's wake
i really needed u guys
Thank You'all =)

Except one person
sometimes i don't understands and i want to know
but now i choose to NOT understand and leave it
because end of the day i cause myself even more wounds.

i'm willing to type this post and share openly
nothing to be shameful
nothing and need not anyone's pity
even tho im not always alright.

i'll still carry my duty as a good son & a good partner and commit to wad
i commit before.
thats call commitment & promise
i've never broken any promise to my partner ever.

Yup Commitment & sustain it when im falling
take a deep breathe and let the tears flow out and move on again.

wonder this kind of ccharacter who influence me
but proud of myself.
Pat myself haha...

Nights

To be Honest.

2010-07-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

My Current Feelings Are

Miserable
Sorrow
Sadness
Reluctant
Despair
Jealous
Angry
Given up
Crushed

A actual feeling of wad a humman is feeling.
Reasons of all this?
There's only 2 of it.
selected people knows ...

2010-01-27T03:58:00.000-08:00

Edited this photo before removing my makeup
why is there makeup?
obivously performance =)

Somehow always gonna be the same
learning how to retreat in the right way so that less hurt is gonna occur
tho nevertheless always i'm there.
Quite angry with myself that i did something that i promise not to do so

Perhaps after 11th of March here comes my path and life
possible during certain times i would rather be extremely busy till death!
why not? rather then hmm ya.

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑

我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱这警告
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱的警告
只是想让你知道爱的警告

我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉

2010-01-22T20:04:00.000-08:00

Lost of words everyday
nah feeling demoralise and emo?
no luh not at all(Not that kind between age 13-19 kind of down)

Talked to Daddy from 8am to like 10am plus
accompanied him <3
Daddy JiaYou (Although u everytime CANE ME!)

OhMy OhMY!
I want to buy that BlingBling Lizard too
but see how la i want to do a background first cos my phone is red base.
Off to Malaysia they go till tommrow.
Thinking of going to town and shop around but no company =(
i want to get a Neon or Stiking Color Glove for tommrow Performance!

The Feeling Of BlingBling Back Is So Ons already

This Entry just some random stuffs luh
Got alot of things to Spill out to say but everytime i look back at my old entires
I FEEL SO PAISEH TOWARDS MYSELF<-*COVER FACE*
Hannah i act cute!

Ke Ai Mei Ren Ai
MR JJ aLways Says.

I Saw someones Twitter says "I MET THIS PERSON FIRST! AND LOTS OF NONSENSE"
eh please leh if this kind of thing wanna steal or make it your own
then i tell u wad i give u lor because i'm sure EVEN i give it away this Particular person can't even handle it properly =)

PS Message:
To my little Eeyore no la i never treat u or any object to push to people or such.Just that i felt people are desperate to OWN you.
(Its Sacastic to Outsiders But definately Not To u)

Wanna have something?
Be sure to have Enough confident to Mantain Compromise Support & many more can do that? i truely Doubt that.
Up Front to Your Face saying "YES I Looking Down On U".
Nasty yes *Grinz*

Performing 2NE1 Pretty Boy TOMMROW~~
P-R-E-T-T-Y Nam Cha Te Ru ma HAe~
BABABABA POSE*

SignOff <- My Old School TradeMArk

Lost

2010-01-19T07:55:00.000-08:00

Thank You Photographer =)

Once again i'm lost in words
every minute gonna passes so hard yet again
there's this sentence that kasandra written
it says "How i wish i close my eyes and never be able to wake up" =)

Yeah,come to think of it today
who don't want to be this way when they're down or rather feeling troubled
i work really hard in the things i want
but come to think of it as well
whoes not working very hard for the things they want as well? *Laughs

Been rather tough months recently but im ok to hand on to it
but recently something i Feared came back and it hit right thru me
Last Breathe feeling :
i should not loose like the past
yeah matter of time i am able to do it again
why is it? because im the usual amos

Kept physco-ing myself when i close my eyes or even when i am awake with my eyes wide open.is it gonna work? NOPEEE!! *Laughs
but at least i have a sub-mind who constantly stay by my side.

I really belive in a sentence i thought off myself which is
"The most difficult relationship problem u might have its gonna be with yourself because no matter what happens u will always be with yourself."

people usually asked "Are u ok?"
Answer : NOPE *ShakeHeads True-ly Hahaha*

Daddy has not been well i would not announce anything,why?
whats the point?
Because its expected most people would MSN CALL OR TEXT ME
Take it easy.Its gonna be fine and bla bla~

I really appriciate those who concern.
somehow felt AT this point of time? Show concern?
Ehhhh too late bah? *Laugh Laughs*
but i don't blame because everyone has their own life.
*Seriously nonsense*

Speaking about love
what can one individual expect in that?
i am 100% SURE that everyone agrees with me that:

Love is to live Simple
Love is to make your another half happy even tho there's down times
Love is to compromise at any kind of situations but of course in a right way
Love is supporting your other half when he/she needs it
Love is to accompany him/her
Love is just a FLAVOUR of the whole process
Love is definately not Cheap or something that can be purchase or Replace
(If can be replace u better end it! *Laughs)

well its really tons of defination to describe

I went to ktv today myself! woohoo~!
its was great but ending its gonna be a booo because (Reason to be SHHH)
stayed for 2hours plus and left
at least i manage to finish the songs i wanted to sing.
thats about it.

Is the only thing in my mind gonna be perfect and fine?
answer gonna be obviously nope!
but i still hope for ='(

P/S Msg to myself: WTF?

P/s Msg to others : 只有失去的温柔最温柔 =)

2009-11-04T08:06:00.000-08:00

Had dinner at town headed to ps.
im gonna earn my own money old alrd.

Recently,lots of things were in my mind
thinking....
thru & thru
again & again its been hard but not giving up yet.

Please VISIT(The Amusement Park) : www.kawaiiyodoll-banks.blogspot.com
Readers & Friends please help me spread alright!

2009-10-12T01:37:00.000-07:00

a piece of words

Totally did not sleep thru out afraid that i might overslept,
so decided to ton myself until
early morning and brought mummy for lunch and find an excuse to get something
Surprise by the cost but i still got it =)
rushes to Np to get the stuffs that i needed to enchance
I totally just slept when im at any escalator
all drenched when i heard the thunder but still headed out as already told mummy that im meeting her.

thats one of the reason i don't want u to get drenched as well
its worse when its at night right?
Dissapointed because it always have a "But" in most of the things.
ask me to eat when i had lunch already. *chincha?*
i did my best.

2009-10-07T13:32:00.001-07:00

WGM - JoongBo

2009-02-20T11:03:00.000-08:00

I'm in a very lousy mood
bloody fucking ulcer is making me so crazy
i wont be humble or anything during this period
but i'll still tolerate but seriously
don't offend me (:
[Sound cocky and proud yes i am during this period i can be more(:]

Exceptional for LOVE & FRIENDS.

2009-02-14T20:37:00.000-08:00

Busy
Piano-ing Singing Dancing.

I never expect i can play piano like this
quite satisfied but more practice.

PS:lots of things to say but i just can't figure how to re-phrase it in my current entry.LOL shall update maybe soon? ((:

2009-02-08T21:52:00.001-08:00

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

2009-02-05T23:58:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
im kinda bored
Using my desktop to blog because my laptop is mapling
my roon somehow turns to be like a mini lan shop (:

Just woke up not long ago though..
had piano class in the morning after that PLOPS* on my bed till now
i miss u ((:
my mind is blank to update RAHHHH

Oh ya last few days Jiqing birthday so PT polygon came to my house
while i cooked then we MJ
after that had a nice sweet night till the next day
yesterday went to meet desmond & benz to pass back their flash while they left it in my room the other day

nothing much to update
but alot of things were to rant because i'm very PekCek in a way :(

ciao

2009-01-31T10:49:00.000-08:00

A random photo of
Sam Sheena & Me.

Do i look tired?
indeed yes i am
physically tired mentally still ok or should i say use to it =)
a 1k Bomine yet to be settle yet
wondering how am i gonna deal with it

will save up slowly by slowly to revamp my room
bro din even know how he reached home today,he was asking me how he got home
lucky him did not got into the road black like i do at around 4am
crap shit

currently listening to 爱与希望
somehow learning some new songs or songs that i don't sing
really love the way JJ pull of this song
although its 3.12am now i shall go play my piano
this is wad i turn to nowadays since im in kinda quiet enviroment

There's movies that i wanna catch but i guess i better not.
wads the point?
Davichi's playlist not bad
love 爱与希望

2009-01-29T00:51:00.000-08:00

Been singing and playing abit of my piano
or just hide myself in my bed (:

Had piano lesson in the morning,i totally got no heart to concentrate
but still manage to play the scores(Proud of myself somehow).
last night bro bugging me to play blackjacks and i got to admit again
that i got no heart to play and as i expected luck's not with me
i loss 20bucks but i promise myself that i will win it back.

Currently listening to Davichi's playlist
argh~ so emo~!! =P

wanted to post a photo which i like as i still kept this thing in my room
but seems like im unable to upload it properly
no fate to post it up i guess ='(
but i really love that photo

wanna say *Sarang hae misses

2009-01-28T07:50:00.000-08:00

People says a picture says unlimited words
so wad can u see or feel from it (:

Just change my skin but i din manager to edit/customise anything
really no mood to use my creativty at this moment(:
Seriously
i ani't sure wad to update either..
i collected my red packers as a NewYear.Routine,Drove too..
Luck is with me,played blackjacks and won total 16bucks in 15mins

Currently singing 周杰倫 - 說好的幸福呢

was telling one of my girlfriend when i saw that sentence in my msn
when this person msn-ed me.
its just make me teared badly but i suck it up (:

few days ago mum steam this fish and i ate it and din realise its spoiled.
and had very sick tummy the entire day been running to toliet with shivery pair of legs.
Perhaps like wad they said this year is really a bad year for Dragons
i kinda agree.
i din predict that my Farari Phone battery will flown out from my phone :(

2nd day of new year my dad knock onto a stray dog on the road
but the dog was alright but my dad's car got damage and we need to pay to repair it
ran to bus today and the necklace with my most impt ring on fell off in the middle of the road.
Thank God i manage to retrive it back ='(

wads more for tommrow or the rest can't be predict but i will try to be careful
been visiting or home thats all

*i miss

2008-12-26T11:35:00.000-08:00

Sleeping soundly hope eyelids recover soon
don't worry i'm always here(:
staying awake to look after first

Love
amos

2008-12-25T11:45:00.000-08:00

emotional wreck

2008-12-18T19:17:00.001-08:00

2008-12-15T12:09:00.000-08:00

wad u see is not wad u get
wad u don't see is actually wad it is

[no meanings but its always true]

dbsk accompanied

2008-12-11T08:18:00.000-08:00

somehow dbsk is able to accompany me.

You were my love
You were my soul

2008-12-09T02:48:00.000-08:00

Finally back to update(:
im free all along im just moodless to update.
Because there's is something that why its Mono
time for me to received yet?
where is the enthu?

As time passes everything is Empty
one is preparing works for students
one is sleeping and reluctant
one is sitting infront of the laptop and updating
everything is just deadly somehow.
lols!

Please let me strike one soon!
Deadly one of my wish is to move
Deadly another wish is to change my number too
Deadly wish its time for me to received!

amos prays deadly hard

monday blues

2008-12-01T02:37:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to J8
simple dinner
simple bubble tea
craps and got ourself a crap hairstyle at kerning

ps: 1st sight i was thinking omg so handsome

emotional wreck

2008-11-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

i'm not always around

Neck pain Leg ache Back ache
anyone wanna give Encouragement? please save it.
i sounded harsh.Maybe(:

Bought dinner for u
tied TIES for u
design logo for u
mc-delivery came i open door for u
ordered mc-delivery for u when u're home and i'm outside

i'm having such a hard time myself still?
why not i ask a question
here is goes : Hello peeps anyone wanna give me more bad news

emotional wreck

2008-11-24T19:41:00.000-08:00

so simple yet im smiling at that moment inside of me.

Listening and Singing [Everything]
we had sushi buffet at THE.CATHAY when this song was playing i remembered.

i was thinking that "i've heard this song but whats the title?"
you were correcting me "its EVERYTHING LUH"
lols..yeah and the 4 big bowls of hot Soba made us somehow shocked.

continue singing EVERYTHING.

"No one can go back and change a bad beinning
But anyone can start now and create a successful ending."

emtional wreck

2008-11-24T01:41:00.000-08:00

Filming today for KBS channel
those who have SCV maybe able to watch us(:

Both legs cramp to the top
neck very pain & suan how good if got ppl massage
mum surely massage and ended up more pain[save it]

Emotional Wreck

2008-11-22T21:26:00.000-08:00

Just came back
is this what i should get?

Is the things that ONE said coming true?

Desperately shouting in my heart
: PLS.C.B

Spoiled kettle got electic cut
water spills & hand burned.

its was all ok & fine
just here is goes a SUDDEN SWITCH.[why...]

besides must this be the review result?
will i still be someone if the review result comes true in few days time?

shadow of the lonely emotional wreck soul

2008-11-18T07:10:00.000-08:00

Sigh
fell in the toliet.

somethings just can't buy with money
somethings even u're rich u can't return as well

曛

2008-11-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

很简单...
有说不出的快乐
但是,嗨....

曛

2008-10-31T07:55:00.000-07:00

Busy & Hectic times
all of u asked : do u think of ....?
always replied : Yes,every second(:

2008-10-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

你说我让你看不清楚
你说你害怕在爱中迷途
舍不得你哭如果是我让你觉得无助
让我告诉你我对这一切有多在乎

如何证明我深情的吻
才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂
我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人
就算被冷落就算犯错我都不走

喔~相信我无悔无求我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲我愿陪你直到最后
男人不该让你流泪
至少我尽力而为相信我

When
the doors are close
loud music get softer
distance that i travel
the times i woke up in the middle of the night
realised i will/can never be your friend.

2008-10-28T09:19:00.000-07:00

Boa - Eat You Up
_______________________________

Putting up a strong front thats what i can do.
Acholol & Rubs i only afford to turn to.
happen one more time just let me crash (:

2008-10-27T06:53:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the 100bucks somehow
not cause of me it wont be gone in this situation.
[though i know may not be my fault]
sorry.

it happen 3times in a week
why not just clash?
lols.Guess my life is so hard
but any harder?
[choy choy touch wood]

2008-10-20T01:30:00.001-07:00

Lena Park - In Dream
(very beautiful & touching lyrics)

2008-10-15T11:01:00.000-07:00

怎麽办怎麽办!!
我没心记歌词...
好累好累和想睡觉
但是,我的歌词怎麽办?
彦曛加油加油!

2008-10-10T17:42:00.000-07:00

Misses ='(

We shall not use too much money next time when we go to arcade to play the jackpot sweets game again (:
But hopefully we might be able to hit the Jackpot next time together.
been raining for the 3rd day ='(

i miss you & i love you
i'm sorry.

2008-10-04T12:58:00.000-07:00

2 new memebers in the house

This week there is 2 new members in the house
or rather my room.
this two!!

momo is its name

buubuu is its name

this week we went to chong pang market and bought a hamster
actually would be my 100+ hamster if were to count.
in the past i use to have few hamsters ended up it give birth to lots till i have
4 tanks of 2ft fish tank at my place,and i have to use dividers to seperate them.
ended up i sold some of them to the pet shop i known at 925 there..
ok back to my new memebers in my room.

we reach chong pang and went to choose the hammy right away..and this smallest white hammy caught our eyes.i wont want to update a damm long entry luh.
perhaps let the picture talks.

brought momo home with the cage and realise i forgot to buy momo bottle!
panicking cause im already home and i got no money to travel back to chong pang.
so i put a plate with water for momo.

Next day mummy went Thomsom plaza and helped me buy momo's bottle and guess what
im like totally surprise by my mummy, she was attracted to the Ginea pigs there
cause we also know the shop keeper there for quite long already.
always been buying foods for my doggies from there..

next very day mummy brought me thave lunch at there
we went to see the pig,i call it pig as i dont wan to spell Ginea too mafan HAHAHAHA!
i went to see the pig but instead it din really caught my eye
i was not really attracted.but instead another which look more GUAI to me
so i told mum we go and eat 1st lets see if we got fate with it or not.
after eating we already decided that we are buying it!
when we got back it was SOLD!! guess we're not fated
but instead!
that one that i said it looks more GUAI one really like so adorable.
so ended up i bought it.
anyway its a HER!
i name it BuuBuu!

ENOUGH OF TEXT!
here's Buubuu photo =D

DONED! i shall not update about the both now but on later more updates
but Momo & BuuBuu are sleeping and living in my room!
BuuBuu is well trained and its tamed,when i sayang it..it will goes "PURRRRRRR"
when its lunch/dinner time it wll wishtle like " WEE WEEE WEEE"
i sayang until it fall asleep too so lovable!
anyway BuuBuu is my very first pig & i love her <3

this are my 2 doggies
Sundae&Milo

Milo

Sundae

Sundae i brought it home as it was abandoned by its previous owner,
when we brought it home , it bite us and even attack milo when it 1st came
and now its tamed and recognise us as owners..[long story leh]

was packing my room while the aircons are being FIXED!
found some photos i took last time ago when im in secondary school and i printed them out!
here it goes

this are part of my MANY HAMSTERS in the past.
alright its 4.30am now shall sleep!
Pachi is unwell..need to take care him so CIAOZ!

update when i gotta mood.

2008-09-27T17:17:00.000-07:00

Love in the ice
one of my fravourite.

slept only few hours..
i still feel tired but i dont feel like going back to sleep
im afraid that dream would haunts me again.
it already makes me wake up with a sour heart

since then decide to call him
to wake him up for his santosa outing

2008-09-17T11:05:00.000-07:00

寂寞夜晚

Firstly im updating because i got nothing to do
not even in the mood to update
but since,why not kill my time by updating?

whee PachiPachi drew me one of my fravourite anime character Yoshimori

will be talking about last Saturday first
after Performing Group went down to marina with PachiPachi
ended up we are eating at foodcourt cause we did not get the interview we wanted
shopping around and ended up at Sukodu![lyn should have expected something like this]

thats how last saturday end...
here monday reaches
went out as planned headed to sakae

clickclick click with this cute mouse
to order our food.

but i'm not sure if Pachi click the wrong ordering because
7sets of this came!
and both of us went.."did we order this?"
i told the staff and the staff rudely replied "it reflect u order 7sets of this"
its YEAH,DAMM RUDE
because the staff got this GuaiLan face!

i mean he may ask if we want to see the reciept or so if we did ordered?
but he just replied like this.
i kept thinking over and over again,at most we may click like 1-5sets?
number 7 is way below!its impossile
but well Pachi manage to finish up 6sets?
1set since we got spare plates and covers guess what i did.
i put back the tray and let it flow around the whole sakae to let other people take if they want.Briliant idea right!
but i was sneaking though

thats how freaking redness that looks suppose to eat jap food
ended up look so red and turn to be lke some Chinese New Year thingy.
i love my fried tofu and soba

i guess that day my tummy did not works for me maybe its off day.
so i ate till so bloated and i went toliet to shit right after i pay the bill.bleh!

OOOOOPS!

Pachi Drew Kukai as well the second art peice

well lets see if PachiPachi can draw JaeJoong anime version?

2008-09-09T09:22:00.000-07:00

LISA LAVIE LOVE!

Feeling abit tired but kinda good mood as i have been locked up by something and now its gone!
not national service but other thing (:

i just wanna keep
HOHOHO!
HEHEHE!
HAHAHA!

yesterday went to sakae for buffet cheaper than ichiban but ichiban is way better
sakae foods not that nice and the fish stinks!

walk around went BORDERS
went around really like to be in town like early and be at home when the sky is dark
today went to appointment headed to far east ask auntie help me something
headed to PS and i saw him!
who own me , fer and etc money SHI JUN!
joel was asking "why he never say Hi"
i was saying "by saying HI he needs to pay 200bucks"

headed to Queensway bought my FBT pants 19bucks!
and i realise its both side wearable so u buy one u can enjoy two color to mix and match!

tired already!
wrap up my entry with photos.

i dont like my photos!!!!
BECAUSE I FORGOT TO BRING MY CAM!!! so i only use my HP! EEEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-09-05T12:01:00.000-07:00

SCREW YA!

SCREW YA!
NAH just random my title dosent have anything got to do with my entry
been putting this tiger balm thingy for like 2days?
it helps a little..i mean just a little..
haven been able to sleep for few days even im on bed i just having this one side pain in my head ok specific to say it would be Migrain or Migrane!
damm pain i manage to really sleep for only 30mins this afternoon.

after that headed out and realise something happen to her
so co-incident i was thinking this fellow never contact me for a period sure got something happen..ended up after i was thinking my phone RANG![ERRIEE]
and its her yes AH BER!
dont worry alright u will be ok (:
did my new F.tatoo..lols

just feel like updating and im starting to feel tired again!
went to eat korean food today..

alright some random photos to wrap up my entry (:

ok i got to post this photo
me and lyn bought this giganti candy floss
obviously mine is bigger!lols

2008-08-28T12:48:00.000-07:00

我的rumour女友

Finally i got the photos from irene jie's cam
here i am to update
after abt a week din have the time to do so nor even mood to update
actually..

on our 1st year anniversay cum Happy Birthday Irene jie
yes wonder is it werid?

i shall explain:
jiejie and me has been always misunderstood by peoples that we are kind of together..
even when we go shopping together the staff always comments your GirlFriend very pretty and so on and on
i remember at times we took cab the drivers also said about the same thing
and on last year birthday we were together already![In a joking manner pls!]

so this year would be our 1st year anniversary cum birthday!

din wanna talk about my birthday cause its the worse of all i ever have..
but i love the pressie i received!

Elder bro bought me a burberry hp strip
Dad bought me a Motorola V9 Farrari Edition
Mummy Caps & Tees from LuoZhiXiang Shop *BIG GRINZ*

alright back to jie's birthday
so we meet at town around 8pm at town with mummy an etc
before her birthday i gave her the pressie already i bought her a cap from LuoZhiXiang shop as well..
so yea we look kinda Taiwan peeps wanna be..

C'mon follow me to partyworld cause we dont party in clubs we party in where?
PARTYWORLD!
yeah as usual i order jasmine honey and i thought i sang quite well that night
anyway i busy selecting songs luh!

First song jie already select Gary's bei pan for me..GOSH!! but i pull it off.YAAAY!
surprise i improve on ling too~

here we are!
the photos we taken

and oh if u guys notice my cap its a DUCK
mummy bought it from me cute!
its also from SHOW's shop

Our caps (:

ok im uploading a small clip of my sound system in my room..
it dont snd so nice in com luh cause i took it from my digi cam
but anyway just upload for the sake of upoading..
i can enjoy the sound system myself in my room.

although during the day i went to ate souel garden but is 4am now
i just ordered MACS.heez

Waiting Waiting finally its uploaded

alright im tired!
end with this photo

2008-08-14T14:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY SEARCHING
HAPPY HAPPY SEARCHING..

Its from the SHOWS CRUEL CONCERT..love it.
motivation and inspiration though his not the best but [keep it a secret]

Anyway wednesday was mummy's birthday celebrate with her
and surprise guest who is irene jiejie for her hahaz
we bought earings&ear studs seriously alot of nice stuffs in that shop
lucky we have the memeber card?
i bought mine total 12bucks.
jie bought a straw looking bag that i chose for mummy and she is using it now!
its nice though..

MAIN POINT!

Finally went to Top1..overall i still prefer partyworld..use to the system more at there then Top1 it was not that good just that the songs were more updated thats all..free flow drinks![look exciting but nahz its just some trash drinks]

and had bad customer service at the counter.
oh ya that day i had a bomb shall not talk about it hope jiejie will help me solve abit from the talking tommrow..

you know people its just irritating luh even this year my birthday i'm not that excited seriously..too much dissapointments then happiness.
but i still enjoy every moments be it its good or bad
happy times perhaps make me feel glad and warm
bad times perhaps i'll be stronger,stronger & stronger
im a FIGHTER!

and yeah today 15th Aug happy birthdays to elder bro & lyn
enjoy alrights!
although my bro got smash by cake on his face from his Honda club peeps but after his back i still prepare him another big chocolate cake OKAY!
My birthday i just love surprises but make sure its those right kind of surprises
i dont know if you guys know what i meant sometimes people just
give u like HEY SURPRISE!!! BLA BLA BLA but inside of u just said to yourself like a big CHEY~! XD

ok on that day mummy's birthday i woke up omg!
the best dream ever~!
guess what i dreamt?i swear i din think of him or watch bfb the day before
but i dream of him -> MR PIG!
ROAR~ ROAR~

ok firstly we were not like working together
we were like pure friends but we are celebrities just like he and xiao gui[alien]
we was walking on the Fashion Show together and after that we went to far east i remember wearing our home clothes just like those normal buddies and friends.
we had lunch and shop together around.
alot alots luh!
BEST DREAM EVER~

though now its 6.14am i just went to surf around.so got some photos
wheeee~ i just like and love this kind of simple life style
though i got a huge bomb for me to settle but my life still goes on and on..

thats the ZHAO PAI pose he use to do in his concerts..

2008-08-09T12:12:00.000-07:00

BANK FEELS END's ARE BOREDNESS!!

i'm tired!
i forgot what time i slept last night but i know im watching a new anime
that mummy RENT for me.
haha but after i know the title i actually found out i can watch more episodes on youtube(:

okay woke up today like these
look here:

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i'm so HOT HOT!
nah im not hot luh its a from the wonder girls's song..
but indeed hot my aircon is SPOILED my room is like suna room!!!
i hate it!
shall save and go mustafa and get a air-cooler?
its cheaper there but i need to wear a mask to enter if not i'll end up at hospital.
[evil]

after bath and etc im still sweating..SOBS!!!

bored bored bored so i snap snap snap

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alright went out and while topping my card at station this fellow damm irritating
cut que!so i stare and wanna wack him im so fed up!
that guy was not serious his like drunk middle of daylight and want to top up his ez-link card while his drunk..wow incredible!
so i MISSED my train and i have to wait for another 11mins..
went to bugis and we saw FIREWORKS hahaz.
hey you guys dont have to go until marina to watch fireworks luh!
i saw it at bugis though.lols

ok this is JOEL and his damm funny..perhaps looking at video
u guys will go "huh.....?" but nvm
he looks damm uncle..want to scold me yet still want to wear slippers
cant imagine i do all this crazy things on the bus

2008-08-05T12:50:00.000-07:00

What shall i update!!

Firstly quite some issues happen and really am very down ):
dont wanna talk about it

Updates last week we went town
and on the way home we took some snapshots.actually i din dare to like let my digi cam keep flashing at night when i realised was ghost festival.
i snap snap snap and i realised OHNO its that festival!
so i apologised around and say sorry..

saturday after dance class everyone headed like everywhere and i got nowhere to go.
so lyn fetch me to irene jiejie house.
we meet up and slack the whole afternoon till evening at Mos Burger and we tried the frozen starberries?its not nice to me

lols.yah right!thats our staffs i like jiejie's tissue holder!
-Labels Labels- [jie know what i meant]

last a random shot after i got my FBT shorts i bought from queensway shopping center..no meaning in that photo please just shorts and my pooh bear.
so yeah..no other stupid meaning then.
for those horny bastards like those i told irene jiejie.
i don't want to be avaliable anyway. WOOOPS
HERE I GO (:

alright sleep early update soon!
CIAOZ

2008-07-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

FEELINGS.FEELINGS.FEELINGS

i totally got no mood to update to be frank
i got like photos that actually i can update but after i edited them
i just delete everything away and empty my recycle bin.

FELT quite frustrating just that i do not show it out nowadays
already use to keeping it though i mean whats the point voicing out?
people says "you should voice out you should!"
but please..SERIOUSLY

im always proud of myself at times..i dont mean HAO LIAN
what i meant was i dont regret things as much as before is because i gave my fullest
and i made mistakes i dont commit again putting aside dance (:
i mean things that are personal in someways.
i wont give commitment saying that i totally wont commit mistakes but at least to the minimum of commiting mistakes when you personally knew and was alert about it.

i heard tons of apologise and sorry's that said to me
but whats the point after sometime its just turn to a numb feeling or rather use to it.of course at least there is still apologise but how am i going to accept it?
i really don't know.

people made mistakes and learn from it but i see people repeat again and again and again.at times i really cant belive why people can act like this?
stop telling me everyone is different of differnt character.
in some facts i agree with that,at some facts i do not agree
and its just like rubbish when i hear people saying that kind of thing.

why not let me tell the hell out.

relationship i hear people saying he dont compromise to me & she dont understands me.seriously fuck up!hello?
stop saying you are different here and there.
two people should create their new character then telling each other to be anothers character.if loving each other is so bloody important and one is so important to another there is not a problem to bond with each other and work hard together no matter how it takes.
instead both will fight together till the end so what its such hard path.
oh please i saying this with no hidden meanings (:

well..sometimes i fall into such thing as well but at times its simply rediculous
to even go understand.its just dissapointing to understand
the more understand u take in the more dissapointments you face.
you might say oh you don't dare to face things.
oh yeah i agree i do not dare to face some things nowadays though as simply i have too much dissapointments that you might not even want to even experience it.
to be frank.

saying all this dont mean to be sacastic or anything rather im too tired to be sacastic or whatever thing you might think of.
its just some thoughts in my mind thats all..
for the time being i'll end here.

be back soon guys! (:

2008-07-22T08:33:00.001-07:00

HUH?HUH?HUH?

im just bored..
1year 8months to go!!!
after that i have tons of things to do and im so looking forward to it!

here i go like i said in one of the entires
that sister and me went to ktv and we got a big room for just 2 of us.
i finally got the photo of it

that night before heading to watch The Dark Knight
we went to sukudo to eat which was like 11pm almost 12am we are having our dinner.
the pizza is super nice.
the food were gorgeous and tasty but we dont feel like paying the service charge

Well..you people should go try the food there its nice pizza i would recommend
but dont expect the service seriously!
tommrow i'll be collecting my uniforms new set of it
gonna wear it from thursday onwards.
saturday performing at CresentGirls
OOPS!
back to SUKUDO

we too some snapshot while eating
here they are! (:

On the previous entry i said i caught some fishes at santosa.im bored at home luh please so i toook a short clip of it (:

random photos of sundae and milo

My baby Milo

The Ah Beng SUNDAE

UPDATE SOON(:

2008-07-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

WHATS THE TITLE OF THE ENTRY?

First dedicate this to IRENE JIEJIE (:

Actually thats my very first video and v.editing
went to santosa today with family.raining day i'm tired!
caught 20fishes at the beach and i have to get the salt ASAP if not..
my mind is BlANK.
let the picture talks (:

2008-07-12T09:54:00.000-07:00

Stars & Hearts

When i'm bored in camp. I...

Yup.i fold Stars & Hearts
of course beside im bored so i folded of course its for something else (:
went to see my second blood test result.
im fine!yay!
i just hate needles keep peircing into my vains its serious painfull.
but no choice though

Yesterday went out with jiejie to bugis to meet someonee but i think his too local
not someone we want to meet though..
headed to xing wang ard 10pm thats quite late already,suddenly we think of going ktv
so headed to partyworld.
one pic which why we are shocked when we enter our room.
its still with jie but will post up once i got the photo

i had 3 nightmares in a roll so i guess my mental is tired somehow cos of the nightmares lols.
so i woke up late to go to sch but dad fetch me to sch though.
after that wanted to go sim lim to see speakers ended up maybe not today
firstly im tired secondly today is so pack!
so ended up i brought brother and mummy to bugis bring them around
as they never really walk since times?
even my brother is exploring bugis and im like -STUN-
but yeah so obviously now my home have 3 elder peeps to take care of.
nvm amos u can do it.HEHE

Got my pressie for tommrrow.yey!
ohoh! i got my korea contact lense as my previous expire already and its straining my eyes so badly.so i got to use my pay to get that lense.
normally its ard $30/month
and this korea lense cost &68 for 3months!its worth luh.
and i like the color its just natural and not fake
ohoh jiejie is ordering too so our birthdays we canhave same lense and gorgeous eyes! HAHA thick skin luh but who cares'am!

after having dinner brother headed to watch hellboy2 with his friends so he DITCH me and mummy in bugis with no transport to go home pls.
but ended up i bring mum to shop around and i just got my pay
though its not much luh but i long time never buy mummy stuff so i bought mum a straw bag!
and got myself 2tops which is cheap as normally those vintage Tees cost around from range 10 bucks to even 70bucks!thats crazy
but i got my tops for 10 bucks luh!

ciaos i'll update soon!
new week coming ahead jiayou 2years very fast pass one!

2008-07-08T04:33:00.000-07:00

Fcuk!

Fucking piss off!
dont ask me stop saying the word FUCK.its just FUCK!
dont get it?then deal with it yourself.

First
start of the day
i need to reach my camp by 8am and what?! my dad normally reaches home at 7.30am
today he was late!he handphone was off low batt makes me piss off..
he reached at 7.50am!
i left 10 bloody minutes please!
so he drove super fast and please his late and he start cursing non-stop
when there is car infront of him not moving
can u blame other cars?!ITS MORNING FOR GOODNESS SAKE EVERYONE NEEDS TO GO WORK!
YOU are the one who is late and u curse and its fucking annonying to keep hearing right beside my ear!

Second
luch break fucking idoit always come back late for lunch and i have to wait for him to cover me inorder for me to go break.
fucking idoit his cleaning glass and window and during roll call he can still
stand there and shiver cos his SCARE.dude its only roll call
and guess what he say he want to sign on! im speechless
allow me to say HOPELESS!

Third
Joel wallet was lost he sms me.
long story i got no comments.
LIES LIES LIES.

Fourth
before finish work around 6pm i sms my elder bro to ask
if he could fetch me home.
as its pick hour if i take cab home it cost 6bucks
which is super wasting money.
its so near and yet 6 bucks? i rather save it
ended up he said his not coming to fetch me
and my mum ask me take cab and pay me back the cab fare.
problem dont lies at weather can u claim back the fare
please save for fucking sake
no wonder our house got so much debts. F!
ended up what i did not even want to reply any sms.i walk from my camp all the way to my house WALK i mean real WALK!!
took me around 45mins!

FiFth
reach home sms joel ended up? im a joke then.
fuck!saw lizard in toliet so i told mum.. she came in and ask "what what what"
and she saw she call for dad.
dad came and the lizard run off...and he curse again and give attitude.
FUCK as if i let it run away! i rather it run away then it was KILLED to be frank.
ask people to things as if i own them a LIFE or so!
dad still can tell me morning u say late outside still got alot after 8am walk in!
fuck its their own problem not mine!
and why must i BE LATE like U?!
u teaching your son to be LATE? FUCK OFF.

i too have a bad day not only you but i din say it a word till now.
enough is enough.there is limit for tolerating.
dont go overboard like no fucking people buisness (:

2008-07-05T10:34:00.000-07:00

OOOPStada! i'm back to update and its gonna be a long post with pictures..its ok if you get bored.
kinda long never update not in the mood to blog for the past few weeks.
so today i got the urch to updat =D Carmen too!
anyway Yanz flew off already.
Faster come back luh and by the time i ROD already too! -evil laughs to fang zhi-

Oh anyway i bought this at the airpot actually you can just buy it from CANDY EMPIRE.

its chocolate with achohol in it..the middle one is gone cos my bro ate it.
he ate the WISKEY one lor!

Got to santosa few weeks back with CJ for yanz gathering
and i brought them to my usual spot and since we are performers and so lucky there's a stage over there and instead of sitting on the sand we had our food and stuff on the stage(:

this is jiayi =D [everything will be fine alright]

cheese cake that sam and lyn baked

headed to CAWS JNRS with irene jie and took a snapshot of this
Randomness-

jie that day brought me to waraku its nice not the pasta but the noodles i ordered
she bought a book that we got no comments about it.
i bought a starbucks book to read while in camp since i got nothing to do in camp.
headed to watch 10 promise to my dog. so touching both of us think back our dog which pass away few years back.
Girl Girl we miss you ):

YAY i finally bought a DS!WHEEEE~ from jonathon,jojo's brother
although is second hand but its totally fine!
i just like it so so much
pokemon is so fun i mean diamond version!
its nicer then Silver Sapphire or even Ruby..
shall save and buy together yea? =D
here my DS

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okay ever since early this year before i even enlist i repainted my room
and i have never post any pictures of it.
so here is one snapshot of my ROOM!

and ya thank you laoshi!
arr im speechless due to some reasons i cry to laoshi one of the day and told her everything how stess up i am luh
and she bought me shoe bag!OH-MY-GOD~

ok some Random pics i took in my cam.

i will update soon!
soon soon soon~
training my pokemon hahahahhahahaz BYEBYE-!

2008-06-25T11:19:00.000-07:00

MOODLESS

NO MOOD TO BLOG NOT BLANK JUST DONT FEEL LIKE VOIC-ING OUT ANYMORE.

2008-06-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

LAST AND NO MORE

DRAG myself up seriously.
im totally in a bloody bad mood.
my alarm clock was smashed by me and its gone now but its ok
i slept like 3hours last night due to settling some family issues
i know few of my readers who read and dont comment and its ok.
but at time they do comment like "nice update!" *Grinz*

READERS if u guys notice i did not rant out alot of things actually when i last time do RANT like no people problem.
now its time to RANT some things out though..
but well i dont need anyone to understand nor pat my back.
i dont wish to have that hope and after that ppl threw me down like from so high. enough is enough.

RANTINGS :

First - My family besides Bankamos.Online is launching soon, i still have to set up some bisnuess for home.im planning as brother and mum ask me to planned
*reason its home issues* but its stressful as i dont have time!

Second - im lack of sleep.i feeling bloody tired like seriously.everyday wake up at
6am plus to prepare and head to camp at 8am and end camp at 6pm daily and camp really dont treat HUMMAN AS HUMMAN perhaps im having bad luck then.
after that always rush home or rush to school(its ok to rush to school but seems..nah whatever..)

Third - besides the above i keep earning side money to mantain my bills.its not that exploding but im proud of myself i settle all my debts! what i own my friends and comopanies i finish returning every single one of it already.ok since my mum again dont read blog i just say it out. her wallet left like 8 bucks? and thats it..
not blaming her but like i say its family issues.
so i somehow have to mantain my own things when i cant work outside due to its an offence to work outside when you are serving NS.
so i have to earn like from Bankamos.online & the new Bisnuess im setting up soon with my elder brother.

Fourth - CJSOPA =)
im speechless and i've got no comments.not that i dont want to comment but there is no point of doing so and besides who knows there are people thinking things like
"ya u should just shut up".
i would just say no one is perfect and i had never admit im NOT perfect in any single thing.but never fails to keep on going but this on going thing applies to my life no only to performing.

FIFTH - About my Ex. i heard few peoples said to me that why do i get piss off or look upset or react when the conversation is about my EX. and somehow some of them assume i have feelings still. but here to clarify its RIDICULOUS (:
piss of? cos i hated and this time i bear grudges.
look upset perhaps not upset but i gave cant be bothered face then.
but its ok to be misunderstood.

i just sent a COMPLAIN LETTER TO M1.long story but yeap.
i should send. my brother witness wad happen so does joel saw too..
alright enough of RANTING i guess..

OHOH! i want to buy this book to read while i took half day leave from camp today and took a walk myself at J8 and northpoint to TOU.TOU.QI
so i came across this book i wanted to buy but not now save first (:
its about talent though.
after i buy it i will share with u guys!! alright?

AMOS FALLS ENOUGH. NO TIME TO FALL BACK AGAIN! OR LIKE THE PAST!
MENTALLY AND PHYSICAL TIRED BUT STILL CARRY ON TO FIGHT THE WAR..
sometimes u must loose a war in order to know whats the feeling of getting defeated.
and then catch back everything again (:

went to amk hub and when its around 9.30pm?
ICHIBAN SUSHI is having like 30% discount for sushi
so me and joel bought like 6 shushi for only $2.70 yay!
elder bro brought me to look at dogs too today
argh i want more doggies! of course milo and sundae korkor love both of u! hahaz
stop shitting around can both of u.lols.

UPDATE SOON?? hahaz. maybe over the weekends

2008-06-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

BANKAMOS.ONLINE

-LAUNCHING.SOON-

2008-06-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

Watched Sex & the city 5star rated.
its not about sex luh although there is some make out scene..
but its about friendship & relationship and its not those drama acting ones.
its talks what everyone in real life.
just catch it and enjoy and think.
i lead my own movie in my life.lols
anyway i saw this province city i dont know at where..search for it if you guys are curious.

Ate "XO Bar.Chor.Mee" its nice though
and somehow yesterday was the day i felt so nice..although its simple but yeap
everyday knock off from work and go home.
my promise no matter what it takes i will settle everything this Luxis week!
we saw this promotion to trade in my phone and get a new V9 the maroon color phone?
i kept thinking should i trade in! or should i wait and wait for the Luxury edition.
but its way too expensive.
and my phone is peeling already.. hmmm..let see how this week goes first.
wads important is i settle all my things.

my mind went blank when i want to blog.
some random pictures i took in my room

2008-06-07T12:03:00.001-07:00

SHOUTS : ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
it feels good~

Finally watched Narnia but i kinna like the ending with the effect of the songs
it got me goosebump!!
realised cathay got alot of things to buy BUT i have been doing window shopping!
partly im totall broke.. i have never been so broke..
because of some Fuckers! (:

But i always enjoy the feeling of creating new things in my life
just like how i finally settle my manager's debt already
left with my hp bills and the debts that i own my friends. although its kinda tough?!...
partly why i think im broke is because the food outside is crazy insane!
so expensive..a bowl of beef noodles at PS its 9bucks.
i rather pay got CW'JNRS for 10 plus and get myself BLOATED!
went to buy a 80cent Sushi
but i totally hate the service no comments but yup.

alot of people are having mood swings and getting emotionals
its obvious i mean lots of people.
hope jiejie will be fine soon! didi understands (:
for me i have classfied myself not like the past
one thing at a time and concentrate one thing that i want at a time
and not handling everything in a min.
i will handle everything in a min still but seperate them individuals!

wish me luck and support me if u want!? hahahaz
SAVE SAVE SAVE SAVE SAVE!
i had a surprise for mummy for her birthday i got the VOUCHER!
ok since she dont read blogs i can say it out HAHAHA
i got a kimage voucher 50%! its for her birthday anything with a 50% discount!

anyway wish bro(yibin) good luck for his competition! (:

ONE LAST THING : i have installed a commenting thingy at every end of my entry
just click on [STAGE COMMENTS] and there goes your comments~

2008-06-03T10:46:00.000-07:00

PIMPLES PIMPLES & PIMPLES!

-i'm lovin it-

ARGH! im going back to work soon
i prefer to use WORK then CAMP..ahahahaz
i still get paid so yeah..its just a LOUSY JOB!

anyway.. i had PIMPLES suddenly.and i found out the reason why!
was piss off but i kept quiet. its all healing
and thanks for the help of the watermelon moisturiser!

finally too i clear off some debts! now left with my bills and my friends
at least i finish returning money to my manager (:
omoo omoo~!
i want to watch Sex.And.The.City & Narnia but due to expenses its alright!
i still can get to watch it somedays
went to cenei leisure din watch movies but joel and me bought Popcorns to eat outside..
no movies but got popcorns while sitting outside watching those previews and advertisement also not that bad though =X

yesterday went to Soup Restraunt with mummy
since long time i ate something like this but its alright
mum treat wad so BIG FEAST!

anyway i think danny noriega is a nice person just that
HAHA.. but yups (:

UPDATE SOON?
CIAO!

2008-05-29T12:30:00.000-07:00

I WILL FOLLOW HIM

The title kinda no link with what im blogging hahaz
its in my playlist go LISTEN!
SISTER ACT OST!

yesterday went down to starbucks at united square to meet lyn & sam
they studied at there and im surfing my net
my new EXCUSIVE online shop coming soon!

ok back to yesterday , studied awhile and yanz is in sch already and starbucks is
CHILLING CHILL TO THE CORE!
so we pack out things and head to school..along the way i bought sandwich to eat!
nowadays i super save money due to some FUCKERS but who cares?!
im starting so fresh though its hard but my old quote [SO WHAT?!]

laoshi was having a bad day though. but did not really affect me somehow as
im use to it and estimate know what happen everytime.
its just a kind of feeling telling me its gonna be fine..
and indeed its somehow fine luh.
was in the piano room sitting on a small kids chair and playing with my lappy~

*SNAPSHOTS*

at night we have a talk with laoshi with the whole perforing grp
and its getting annoying to me about him somehow something real provoke me
is by rubbing my tatoo! FUCK YOU seriously! [laoshi its not you & u know i love u]
had some reflections but thinking back about my performance
i did not have regrets because i can see a slight improvement in myself
but nonethelesss i will work my ass off to get better!

learn girls hip hop yesterday
its so so! omg! i love it please..
i was inspire by PCD choreographer so i dont mind dance this kind of dance.
i enjoy it luh TO THE MAX! *eivl laughs*

ok ending this post with jaejoong picture
one of my fravourite in DBSK!
handsome and speechless just like his vocals and his look.

but my fravourite still tyra! -runs away-
and of course last but not least JAOMEOLS <3
aja aja~!

2008-05-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

Random-ness!

woke up very early to go back camp
to settle some documents
mummy brought me to have lunch and i bought a [look alike JaeJoong Earing]
the cross one which he wears.
and i love it lots!

look at the earing! =D

Class finish at 4pm. so went to pick him up and we headed to town
awhile and i got my tatoo done..
its air brush luh HAHAAHAHA! cos i rather spend money keep doing new designs
then having a forever thingy and u cant change a new design.
and its real cheap this time round

i pity the auntie somehow.. so poor thing then =(
after that we headed to buy a snoopy for carmen cos she has been abit down due to
her frav Junsu! for like few days?
get something to cheer her up lohz

We went to Hitachi Tower to look for her and give her the small snoopy..
and joel so cute luh! stare at the ring coz he says its sparkling and attractive
and really nice.
so carmen u shld know the reason why he standing there and looking and the same spot!
cos its sparkling , attractive & gorgeous! lols
okok joel see this most proberly will reply "AYE!".
headed to ate at hawker center and bought bubble tea!
after that we head home =D

PS: i feel like trimming my eyesbrowns to make it neat.
BUT THIS IS HILARIOUS!
Singaporeans i assume.. lols!

Idian NIPPLE SONG.omg XD

loving my jaejoong look alike Cross Earing.Lols

2008-05-25T05:49:00.000-07:00

MESS WITH THE WRONG PERSON

i was damm free to update but i din know how to update!
but SO WHAT?! [COCKY FACE]

First of all something prompts me to update my blog.
which is i look down immitators
people can be similar and have same attitude BUT an immitator is not in my list.
i just have to click ard with my mouse and TADA u're gone.
dont mess with me
but i still show mercy but who knows because of me
YOU'RE FAMOUS SO BE THANKFULL =)
kids like u sure do love fame dont you?

i'm more then good enough not to enlarge the screenshot to show the person face
no one would recognise him unless his more famous then any
K-POP STARS
i dont mind people copy my codes but at least edit into your own peice?
but instead copy my image and cut off my logo
and insert your own rights? lols. hello?
well its alright.

since im like older & elder. its alright
laugh my cute ass off!
lets see if u can gett he full code of my skin
but for more more info i dont upload into blogskin.com =D
alright alright not important!
But thanks bro who helped me screenshot for me =D

Troat hurts! damm and with the hot weather omo omo!
went Ding Tai Feng to have lunch today mummy brought mi and bro go
im SUA KU LUH , its my first time eating xiao long bao its nice!

of course my fravourite i must order!
Hong2 You2 Chao1 Shou3

have been sacking with my laptop in cafes and its so comfy HEHEH
maple level 128 already within few days. so cool.
went marina and saw pokemon buffect!

then went to DXO look for JJ his working place.
and walk to the thingy i forget what it is called my mind suddenly went black!
oh no! and saw live bands at the singapore river
i mean round there luh.

2008-05-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

PERFORIMG DAY ITSELF

WOKE UP at so early?!
but its damm exciting luh
coz damm long never perform coz we had a like sort of break
to let us brush up ourself.

well anyway i reached YCK station at like 10am.
and laoshi drove us to her home and we went in the fuction room laoshi booked
so that we can do our makups and rehersals run through there.

our foods! waiting freaking long for the person to deliver..

some of us were like playing around havings lots of fun running here and there..
changing jumping and stretching
let the pictures do the talking! HAHAHAHAHAH!!! XD

i shadow this photo as HAHAHA (evil laughs)

SHOWTIME!

laoshi dad fetch us to the venue and OMO so many peoples..
and of coz irritating peoples.lols!
was like so hot SO SO HOT.

BACKSTAGE

yeah and thats about the day and went off to northpoint to eat our dinner..
but i din go coz im going out..
went home to put my things and went out with my makeup on my face HAHA!
who cares?
went to ichiban boshi to eat
NICE RIGHT?! LOL.
and went home after that luh.

brother brought his cpu to cyber active
and the bloody lousy service they gave..when staff give us attitude
HERE WE GO! Complains of emailing will be sent
simple as that.
you the techinician thinks his professional he insulting those profressionals though.
laugh my cute ass off luh!

So eventually woke up today early.. and headed to the shop with brother
and everything was kind of settle.
and the staff only went SPEECHLESS! he got nothing he can say anyway.
so lucky at least he knows how to be speechless then.
after everything bro brought me to eat TERPANYAKI.

but not very full luh.
but its bro's treat.. surprise he treat though..

headed to town with joel and went chamber to watch MR BEAN HOLIDAY
wanted to go LJS but saw some irritating peoples..
ended up we went to Subway to buy cookies and head to walk around instead..
and head to PS after that..
went MCD to have my dinner and saw candy jiejie.. erm she's one of the main nurse who help me with my braces.
HEH!

AND CORRINE IS BACK FROM AUSSIE&
DONT KE KIANG AND WEAR SLIPPERS AGAIN LUH BUT IN SG U SURE CAN WEAR. HAHAHAHAHA
-WELCOME BACK-

end my entry with my photoshoot photo?
LALALA~!
small mr pig . HEEZ~

2008-05-17T05:07:00.000-07:00

SCHOOLING & PERFORMING is FUN!

im back to updates due to
im in school waiting for the bloody fang zhi to finish.
To the MAX!
To the LIMIT!

so yup currently in school!
but i really like to slack at school though..
last night slept like 5am.
cos practise my own vocals for like one hour at home.
and watching the videos in youtube to study
what i can choreograph and how to clean up our dance
and today turns out not bad after i watched those videos
oh anyway some SNAP SHOT

our unglam rehersals

playing my lappy in school

yesterday was FUN went to meet lyn & sammy at town to get Dance heels
for their item
normally we have song medly and now its DANCE. how cool can that be?!
i choreograph the entrance and transition..felt so HAPPY!

took this while im in lyn's car

took this TOO while in the car look nice though
but its bloody hot yesterday!

our stuffs

reached school at around 4pm
and i ate nasi briani? AIYA DUNO LUUH.
after eating back for trainings
finish at around 7pm.
went to meet joel and headed to pizza huts
its his treat! nad u better save up now!
we are broke & and u will go broke one day (u noe the reason)*Grinz*

saw this group of uncle and aunties dancing line dance infront of suntec.
its look quite nice !

2008-05-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

HERE'S A PIC OG TYRA'S PHOTOSHOOTS

She's my idols of the idol in the modelling & fashion industries
too much to talk about her just like tyra lots lots
and she's really set a very good example in life when she share everything.

OKAY! enough of my rantings!
today did not sleep much luh but im still alright though
brought joel to eat at town.

Somethings occur which make my realised how insensible you're
funny thing is almost all my friends who heard about it THEY CURSE! lols.
anyway sometimes i can get and find an answer if i want to
but in the past i choose to just let it be.
i can flip the world up side down if i want to and now its only a part of singapore.
imagine how much can i flip if i want to.
remember no one stop's amos X)

alites back to topic , went for dinner and took neoprints!
its been like so long ever since i took can and its extremely fun coz of the new effects of editing (eg.putting contact lense in your eyes!)
headed to macs to slack and took a snap shot of my lappy while we surfing the net.

we headed home after that.
and YAY! JIE JIE IS BACK TO SG LE... Wheee~
and was talking to ber on phone too coz she is too bored.
was telling joel how she throw the crocroach and how u put BABY inside the fridge pls
damm funny luh even JJ also laugh.
nevermind ber.. three of us can ward in to IMH together in the same ward one day
and JJ reply was "EH!im not that worse!"
shall end here! update soon!

a random pic of me =D

i face everything truly and did not HIDE IGNORE EXCUSE OR REASON
i may rant everything and cry the hell out of me
and tons of rubbish BUT when im done i meant its done.
i always says DONT REGRET WHEN THINGS ARE DONE
and I ALWAYS RESPECT THOSE WHO CAN BE THEMSELF YET BRING UP
SOMETHING NEW ONTO THE TABLE =D
anyway overall u're just making yourself a joke more then anyone else.
lost everything is created by yourself and dont blame others
take reponsibility on your life before u want to learn how to sleep
peacefully.
Reality no one cares who the fucking head are you
weather to take it or not up to youself to sort and handle out
the most unattractive thing in the world is a QUITER.

amos is SHARPER then ever =D
and im done!

love
amos

2008-05-10T12:43:00.000-07:00

FACE.BLOADTED

Thinking and thinking so decided to blog
i haven been sleeping like 2days and tonight gonna be the 3rd night.HAHA!
went down to CJ at 10am for evaluation.
was at CJ till going 9pm. [Forget never see my watch]
Everyone went to Prata house except me yanz laoshi & jojo?
laoshi is sick thats why. SPEEDY RECOVERY LAOSHI!

so yup i went to meet joel at AMK..
thought of laoshi coz laoshi use to stay around there and now at seletar already.
and its nearer to my place too
actually decide to go sing but by the time its quite late and my voice haven come back totally..ask fz along but he wanna eat prata ,make sure u CUT JAEJOONG HAIR.
u say one ar~

Feel like my blog is getting BORED
no updates of pictures and stuff..will be up soon!
CPU gonna be back soon.. no matter what i will work extra and super hard to return auntie su xian all this.
her hubby discover my hardisk had some problem..and they went to buy a new hardisk and install it for me..
its like im SPEECHLESS can!
so they re-install everything for me and also my data is still safe.yay!

performing for the minister this coming sunday
Training and Rehersals.
lets go it guys

NEH BU find one day go out
long time never go out leh..i miss my nanny to put make up for me and dap my sweat for me..hahaz

CIAOS

2008-05-09T08:59:00.001-07:00

BOREDNESS..............

Currently using my laptop to update my blog
CPU is under screening by auntie su xian husband
realised at night use laptop is kind of comfortable then desktop though,
and all my youtube videos load so fast then my desktop.

next month my korean orders will arrive YAY!
irene jie flew to bangkok & corrine flew to Aussie and im excited about them to come back as i sure got PRESSIE & FOOD!
when my CPU is back got to design a NEW WEB for fer's shop.. ok i reserved a Incharged position from her..
and i can edit photos and do new designs.

saw a macbook for 700bucks only..
from brother's forum and lots lots of stuff but i cant spend gonna save for raining days..and im working and saving super hard to return auntie su xian favour..
i never thought she would do such a thing to me.
its my principle to pay her back.

and bro's friends are discussing about me and him about am i his real related brother
im here to declare DONT NEED TO DISCUSS & IM HIS REAL YOUNGER BROTHER ALTES!
maybe going overseas at August.
dont know if i can get my leaves then...
lets see by then.

but i bought a leather looking PVC laptop pouch although i think it dosent fit my laptop but i can still put other things in it and i love it =D

ANTM FINALE NEXT WEEK.wosh!
Fatima Anya & whitney

Bankamos is working bloody hard am~ cant depend on anyone hahaz.
its reality & its ok to be misunderstood.

2008-05-05T09:37:00.001-07:00

Have been watching PussyCat Dolls Presents : GIRLICIOUS
the competition..imagine how lifeless and bored im at home
cause it has 10episodes
and i watch finish it within like 3days?
but this is one of my fravourite GIRL GORUP.
They are gorgeous.
___________________________________________________________________________________

Back to today. totally nothing to do at home.
sleep on my bed thinking and thinking.. every single day things are just thinking and rolling in.. its obvious what are the stuffs.

SUDDENLY thought of ber so called her.
ended up she accompany me to ikea to get tables for my laptop
its dark today thought its gonna rain luckily did not
went to old place to meet her , along the way we saw this guy holding onto a newpaper
and the words are interesting on the paper
it says : I PLAY DEAD TO STAY ALIVE

i took a closer look on it and realised
KAOZ! so co-incidence.. ANDY is the one holding the paper..
my ex-ite classmate,chatted awhile though
his going back to school to collect some doc.

manage to get two tables mini ones.
was in shuttle bus and when i reach ikea i got no comments
things just flash back automatically into my mind.
BUT i got to get my mini tables got no choice.
after buying headed to train go home then
as ber left at Kallang..she meeting her boyfriend

ALONG MY WAY HOME BAD LUCK DAY!
THE TABLE DROP AND HIT MY LEG AND RIGHT AWAY I GOT AN BA-LU-KU
NOW ITS SWOLLEN BUT IM STILL GONNA DO MY PRACTISE FOR DANCE
PROFESSIONAL

yeaps thats about my BANKAMOS day.
CIAOZ

2008-05-03T11:53:00.000-07:00

TEXTING LONG ENTRY :)

I have been taking medicines and its causing me SIDE.EFFECTS!
last night around 4am? i had a *(Panic Attack)*

BELOW ARE 2 MAIN MEDICINE I NEED TO TAKE

FLUVOXAMINE

*(COMMON side effects)*

-Nausea or Vomiting
-Headache
-Difficulty sleeping
-Drowsiness & Tiredness
-Decreased sexual drive or ability
-Diarrhoea
-Diziness or light-headedness
-Nervousness, Trembling ,Increased sweating

*(SERIOUS side effects)*

-Skin Rash
-Itching
-Swelling
-Difficulty Breathing
-Fever
-Confusion
-severe weakness
-Uncontrolled movements
-Twitching of muscles
-Feeling of intense agiatation
-Restlessness or inability to sit still
-Talking
-Feeling
-Seizres

LORAZEPAM

*(COMMON side effects)*

-Drowsiness
-Dizziness or light-headedness
-Clumsiness or unsteadiness
-Slurred speech
-Nausea
-Constipation

*(SERIOUS side effects)*

-Difficulties in breathing
-Irritability
-Fast
-Pounding
-Irregular heartbeat
-Confusion
-Seizures
-Severe muscle weakness
-Memory loss of recent events
-Short term memory

Its not about COMMON OR SERIOUS cause i have almost all the above side effects.
and im using my mental to control it
although its really tough but i need to overcome all this myself at this point.
i feel like PASSING OUT when i'm dancing
but i know i can do it.

My vocals have not came back yet but im trying very hard
to take care of myself to get things recover.
never eat spicy or too heaty things too.. im a GOOD BOY AITES =D

READ
An Article on the net
which says that vocal may return ard 3months?
to 1year depends.
hope it wont take that long my vocals are coming back but its like only
40% is back thats all.

alright READERS going to end here.
TOO MUCH TEXT!
SORRY~~~~

PS :

NO PICTURES WAS TAKEN THIS FEW DAYS
I DONT HAVE MOOD TO DO ALL THIS AT THE MOMENT =!
SO THIS IS JUST A SHORT UPDATE THATS ALL.
Paiseh just want to talk about somthing only because i too long never update
later u guys run away i HOW?! NOOO~
=(

aites and everyone is leaving and flying off & i'm totally SPEECHLESS.
my quote i use to say too [no comments].
lili has gone
yanting soon ard june or july?
lyn next year (Migrate)
Sam (May/May not depends)
Zhi Yang (Aafter ORD. which is soon)
Irene jie (Bangkok for around half a month & May migrating to Taiwan if like what she mention if happens)
Corrine (leaving in 4days time to Aussie)

LAST i wanna say is THANK YOU AUNTIE SU XIAN!
PRAYING NEVER ENDING FOR ME & EVEN LEND ME HER LAPTOP for 2 weeks.
to let me bring around if i want to.
(though is not a new one) EVIL LAUGH =X
maybe getting a laptop myself as auntie su xian even went to look in the newspaper
and circle for me and ask mum to pass it to me.
kind of touch by this auntie
as we're not close at all yet ya.
i should write a letter to thanks her someday when im ok again..

2008-04-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

NEST. TODAY & THOUGHT

Its not about what you have
Its not about what i have
Its not about what you get
Its not about what i've got

no matter what situations you're in
you can never run away from responsiblities that will eventually
stick with us for life,

how long a humman can run?
how far can u do?
how best you can give?

you can never run out of it
you can always deal with it
you can always give the best

THIS IS ME
Just Enough Light for the step we're on

LOVE
Amos

2008-04-18T12:42:00.000-07:00

Im fucking impatient to even blog but i have no one to spill out then.FUCK
you're just a fucker and never fails to be a fucker
no one STOPS mos.

2008-04-11T05:28:00.000-07:00

WORSE WORSE DEPRESSION!
alright im concious to know that i have depression now..
im trying my best to walk out of it.

suppose to go back camp this morning.
while on the way i was feeling real sick i had fever last night.
and i told dad & mum..
so they drove me back to home and mum called my OC.
so i headed to Pacific Healthcare to see doctor again.
TRUST me you guys wont want to know what had happen to me when i know whats causing me sick =D

above pictures there a story behind it! =X
oh anyway thats my MUMMY!

first pic was us having lunch i took a snap shot of her.
she notice im snapping picture of her YET she smile to my CAM. WTF?
second one she saw this background and she said snap a picture
as it looks like she's at overseas! another WTF?
well this is my mum.

after eating headed to buy my medicine from Pharmacy as doc precripted me.
cause a bomb though..
while walking ard at wisma mum suddenly pull mi in to a shoes shop!
and mum bought one heels
from this shop!
guess which shop is this

LAST of the entry today.
went taka mum bought BROWNIES HOME! YAY!
but i cant eat much , she just buy to cheer mi up but not to eat much of it
here it is

okay meeting dar later on.
hopefully can get to meet bah im prepared for the worse.
just called brother(yb) he say lets chat outside or so.
ok at least he can acc me too..
his bathing though! hahaz.

ok update real soon tmr.

Im trying my best beside my Depression things. but who would knows?
never have intentions of any comments but yup.
my beloved besties lyn & sam should know what i meant.
i wont say it out in my public blog as i wont want to ended up get myself a lousy solution that make myself worse.

2008-03-21T10:47:00.000-07:00

UPDATE? YES UPDATE.
i wanted to blog but im lazy to blog~
course I.Am.Real.Tired
back from camp already..GOOD FRIDAY and i can book out on thursday.
happy happy~

i quite adapting to camp life already.
but the hectic physical training is killing me though..but i have grown stronger not physically but mentally too!

ok i shall stop the nagging about camp! I HATE NS for sure~

Yesterday book out oh thursday was screwed :)
ended up irene jie went to town to find mi and we went to watch
spiderwick.nice movie though.
went to gloria jeans? lols.. chatted from 1am - 6am
took caby home.

sleep sleep sleep.
wake up went to town again , brought mum along.
bought her a ripcurl bag. since she like it when she saw it in the shop.
i bought myself a shorts i saw it yesterday.
like it very much! BUT course me 89bucks.
but as long as i like it.

mum bought me a top from topshop its nice through.
and a guys bangle.
thats all..

2008-03-11T02:30:00.000-07:00

OPPA is gone! alrights?
i know its not alright larh.. but i will be back ok.
i know although im gone But Lyn Sammy & Carmen will still visit my blog forsure.
so here are a small entry for you guys? Muacks!

ok i cant really sleep cause im extreme nervous. not really scare as i know myself can adapt to it its matter of time.
but i hate going without knowing anything hahaz..
ok im talking rubbish.

To My READERS!
wonder where am i going?
ok.im enlisting tommrow to civil defense.. will have confinement for around 2weeks
from now.
i'll be back properly end of march! =D

Last day of freedom i guess hahaz.. have something to do today.
cant really meet yanz. Oppsy sorry!
have to prepare here and there and really by the time im done with everything
its already like late evening.
and which was i haven even pack my bag.yup.
pass things to carmen today.

so ended up we went to bugis. i bought some Ahem! for baby so that he can use tho..LOL
we went to have taiwan foods oh with ahboy too.
as person who has the same nick as me..
frankly i think in real person he really does look attractive tho..
in a way yup. his cute!
but hey! Precious dont read this and think of anything.
i really do dotes on him BUT like a didi .. hahaz
his too young la~
[Partly i do not have a didi thats why]

ok after that went swencent to have Regular earthquack?
my treat as i have some money with me.
after that HOME!

THE THREE OF US.

Packed my bag.. ok im feeling real nervous..dont know why.
its my family symtoms.
my family always get nervous when things come its natural
but hate this feeling.
its like stage fright!

i shave my hair off! hahaz.. so cool
and now im freaking looking like a malay! im not racist ok!
i do like malay faces they are pretty and handsome.

actually got lots to say but duno why i went BLANK!

thank you guys for those cards and gifts i really am touched by those!
and my promise to sammy is kept!
and lyn and carmen work hard on what you guys want to do alright.
DBSK 7000 peoples forums

i will be back!
i will even be back when after 3 months i guess hahaz.
yup. let time faster pass!
oh sammy maybe can count down now hahaz..
18D hahaz and im back!

Message to dear :

Hey.. i will be home.. and i can get to see you for my first book out already.
lets work hard like what use to say on our communication way.
this is all. REST i wont mention here.
too sensitive tho..
when you are back remeber to call me alright!

8months
Love.
little.prince(amos)

Message to my best of the best friends :

Sam, oppa promise will be kept like what i said.
dont need to say much. but you already get what i mean
i guess . hahaz. but i know i would say more to make you feel better..
dont worry now weekends you can wait for 2 guys.
one GB & one Oppa yea?
everyday night i will call one by one.. hahaz.
randomly lets see who i call first!
(Lyn,Sam,carmen,ahboy,mum)
and i love you sam! as an elder bro!
be strong too k~

Lyn, be strong ..you see oppa also strong tho!
work hard on your studies
and give me see good results.. to make mr proud.
dance well dont get affected by peoples.
i will be able to see difference when im back!
love you too! byebye!

Carmen, hello Sister~!
i dont need to say much cause i know what you are thinking.
and dont need to express much i know too!
but like i said.. people like oppa may know but no others on the outside world.
so jiayou alright.
take care of our didi =)
Loves

AhBoy(KaiWei)
must be good boy alright! if not i gonna bring cane and chase you.
listen to carmen too k.
alot of bad peoples outside , dont fall into people traps!
anything sms/call me.. or even carmen alright~

JJ & Irene sister
Take good care. =D

Corrine
whats our conversation in msn? yup bro is here too alright.
be it happy moments or not =D
so fast i guess about 3years bro&sis
(skin her alive luh!)

alright end of MESSAGE!

2008-03-08T09:06:00.000-08:00

=YAWNS=

im dead bored..
oh. went to IT FAIR 3 times..
in a row in three days..
i gonna save up from now and prepare for the next IT FAIR next year , since every year there is one big one like this.

oh went with jiejie today again.. at level 6 we saw gosh! damm CHEAP stuff
thumb drive at $12?
speakers for $10? LOL

she bought her handphone memory card in a good bargain!
After walking in a hectic packs of people.. i headed to Suntec to have japanese food.

[YOU GUYS ARE WONDERING IS IT REALLY THE FIRST TIME I EAT SOBA? INDEED YES ITS MY FIRST TIME HAHA]
its super nice.. shall bring you there when we have our reunion or other days.
its tasty though..

headed to Marina.. nothing at all..oh i saw ben's T-shirt at there , went home after that then. its already late and im tired =X

two more days and im gone for awhile!
first time im really away from my friends and family wonder how would it be.
frankly friends although i haven go yet BUT i already missing you guys already
awww.. really..
abit moody though when im alone.
so quiet!

but i guess when i book out it will be noisy again. realy noisy cause by the time i think my baby is out! and sam is waiting for me every weekend too~
besides mi and her GB hahaz..
when i ORD lyn will fly..i for sure send you off! hahaz

i will sure fly to visit you too!

GROUP HUGS!
i love ya'll~

EDITED

amos

2008-03-06T08:06:00.000-08:00

Thinking really alot this few days or rather this 11weeks
of seperations.
My friends were like keep telling its ok to enlist and tons more but actually
i'm really very ok to enlist though.. =X

=im excited ok cutting botak!=
REALLY!

what bothering me i guess my BEST FRIENDS
Sam Lyn Carmen and FangZhi totally knows.
and really glad that Sam keep accompanying me sometimes till late night!
Lyn to hear my naggings YET every single time pet me on my back and sayang me..
Carmen though she is a hot temper person as us or most of peoples.
BUT she never fails to tone down when talking to me even when some peoples are making her PISS OFF!
and one of my brother FangZhi hear me nags and never fail to be there so far though hahaz..

went to Suntec IT FAIR alone to walk around myself
as lyn and sam got school from bloody early morning to late night.
meet carmen at IT Suntec as i get letter from her.
her brother was there to get computer
At LAST she can surf computer already!

when reading the letter i felt really happy HOPE there is no changes thinking of too much because of the enviroment but i guess from what i know.
this is truth.
Really cant wait to see you again!
i guess i would do the same thing hug you in PUBLIC!

Oh Ya! bought a mp3 for you already!

ohhh.. someone who sacastically said to me things end up i found out
she is going through her end.
i got no comments but ended up i'm the one who lasted then you.

i always RESPECT peoples
who can be themself YET bring up something new onto the table.

SE7EN Months

2008-03-04T16:46:00.000-08:00

Long waited finally CABAL is offcially out.
OPEN BETA

so far i not really serious playing this game yet
cause anyway i will be enlisting next Tuesday
and this game im waiting for another player to join me.
we made a promise

5 more days for me to enlist
21 more days and you will be released.

*i wonder what will happen*